Grateful for this Saturday
I am still feeling very unsafe in this world at the moment. I am not sure what or who I can trust. I don't even know if I can trust myself at this point but all I can do is hope that I will learn soon enough. Yes, I know that this is not rational to think like this but it doesn't make it any less real to me. I had quite a nice day. I caught up on some sleep in-between waking up and falling back to sleep. I caught up on some tv, and my youngest niece came over and she kept me company while I had to purchase a few things. I have very restless hands. I can't keep them still. It is an anxiety response yet I don't emotionally feel anxious. I have been knitting tonight and it has been great. It has kept my hands busy and my mind has been able to zen out a bit. The constant movement of my fingers and hands really hurts the muscles and joints in my hands so at least the act of knitting is stopping some of that pain for now. Universe 1) I am grateful I was able to fall back t