Dare2Diva is Grateful

I made a decision last night that the cranky miserable bitch I have been will be gone when I wake up on Monday morning. I am just so over feeling cranky and being cranky makes me a bitch which makes me miserable. I chose, and I mean chose, to spend most of the day in bed watching dvd's or out of bed watching dvd's. I have been watching doco's on serial killers, and movies of the same theme lightened up with an ep of Bones, Castle and SVU. I consider it research should I wake on on Monday out of my mind! Kidding......or am I? Seriously, I believe I could easily cover up murder, successfully solve murder, deliver and baby and perform a variety of operations including open heart and neuro with the type of tv I love. Due to my lack of activity, I am working hard to find things to b grateful for. I have to go to the little things today but that isn't such a bad thing. Universe 1) I am grateful I had a good sleep last night because the neighbour woke me ear with his motorb

I have had another day off work today. I still had a migraine and toothache but to be honest, I just needed some time. We had a property inspection today which was fine and they had finished by 11am so that was it. I booked an appointment with my doctor because the pain wasn't getting any better at all. I don't know what it is about him. I have been feeling quite anxious recently and I was feeling quite bad today but when I got into his room, I just started to relax. He has that amazing way of calming me without doing anything at all. He researched migraine meeds for me and although the drugs I am on can interact, he decided getting rid of the pain was worth the risk. I felt a bit odd after I took them but a sleep fixed that so all is good. Universe 1) I am grateful I took another day off today. I needed the rest 2) I am grateful the inspection was quick and we passed 3) I am grateful for the messages from my little sister telling me she is safe. My sister, my niece, and m

I am really trying hard at the moment and I just seem to be knocked down time and time again. I woke up with a migraine and toothache so I stayed home today. I needed the time actually but it would have been better if I had been at work. My father, whom I keep financially, just won't stop telling me I am useless, worthless, nothing, and he says that I am a loser and will lose my job because I took a sick day today and will take another tomorrow unless something happens and I am able to see out of my left eye, the pain in my head and teeth goes or at least diminishes and the swelling in my gland goes down. What he doesn't realise is that I was the one to make the decision to keep him on life support when he overdosed, mind you, at the time we didn't know that and so the Dr's gave me the choice. I now feel angry because I feel like I made the wrong decision because of the way he treats me. I also feel guilty because I feel that way. I wish he were dead and I am concerned

I slept in today and while I woke up still feeling tired, I felt satisfied that I had a decent sleep. I have had a really tough day today. I am trying not to be negative however my mind has been struggling to stay focused. I'm in a bad mood and so is everyone one around me. I'm not sure if it is because I am in a bad mood or if I am in a bad mood because of them but the energy around me is really cyclonic. Universe 1) I am grateful I slept in this morning 2) I am grateful my work allows flexible hours because I didn't get to work until after 9. 3) I am grateful my morning went quickly. 4) I am grateful that my racing mind isn't disturbing my work at the moment. 5) I am grateful that I was able to stay back at work and study because I find it difficult at home. Blessings

I am so glad I had promised to take my brother in law to work early in the morning. It was the perfect day to stay in bed under the covers. Wet, grey and cold. It did brighten up with a gorgeous rainbow later in the day which was lovely. Universe 1) I am grateful I had to get out of bed this morning. It meant that I got to work early. 2) I am grateful that the rain stopped when I had to go from the carpark to the office. Perfect timing. 3) I am grateful for the little messages and comments via Facebook that brighten my day. 4) I am grateful for the rainbow I could see outside my office window today. It was huge and really bright. 5) I am grateful for the great run to my students place today. It meant that I was home at 8:30 and i can go to bed very soon Blessings

I am so thrilled I can now wake up and it is light thanks to the end of daylight savings. It was really nice, although it was a little cold. I had a good sleep and a good lazy morning followed by a great drive into work. We had a really easy morning thanks to a 2hr meeting, although it as boring as hell. I then went for a walk during lunch time and went back to complete a huge report. I have a number of feelings running around inside me like a cyclone and I can't allow myself to get caught up in it because if I do, I know I will crack. Universe 1) I am grateful for waking up with the daylight. 2) I am grateful for a lazy morning and a good sleep last night. 3) I am grateful for the easy drive into work. Stress free. 4) I am grateful for the easy morning I had today and the subsequent walk. 5) I am grateful I completed the huge report I had to do today. Blessings

Daylight savings finished last night so we are on our way to winter and shorter days. Surprisingly this isn't worrying me too much. I enjoy Autumn/fall and the sunshine with the cool breeze and I enjoy snuggling (albeit by myself) under the covers in winter so it isn't too bad. I really lost my motivation but my lil sister and my niece came to the rescue and I have a wonderful study/office/sewing/craft/music room now. Space and storage. Awesome. Universe 1) I am grateful I woke up reasonably early today and watched a dvd. I couldn't get back to sleep but that wasn't such a bad thing. I am looking forward to a great sleep tonight. 2) I am grateful in some ways that daylight savings is over. It is depressing wasting daylight which I do at the moment, so I have less daylight to waste and won't feel so guilty. 3) I am grateful my lil sis and lil niece came to help me sort my multipurpose room today. I have plenty of storage now and I feel excited to study in here.