Dare2Diva is Grateful

I woke up early, yes, on weekends I wake up early and during the week I have to drag myself out of bed, but my morning plans were cancelled which ended up being a good thing. My sister and her family came over and after that I had a long sleep. The rest of the day I have spent just lazing about. I am really concerned about my lack of energy. I know that it is the medication and that it is supposed to get better but I just don't know. Universe 1) I am grateful I woke up early this morning because I was supposed to go out and there is nothing worse than having to drag myself out of bed to do something fun. 2) I am grateful that the morning plans were cancelled. I needed the resting time. 3) I am grateful for the visit from my sister and her family. 4) I am grateful my brother in law and nephew did the lawns today. They were looking really ratty. 5) I am grateful the weather wasn't too hot today so I could have a day sleep/ Boy, did I need that. Blessings

I have to be honest here and say that I have been procrastinating about completing this entry for the past 3 hours. I just haven't felt very grateful today. The past few weeks have really been hell and as much as I try to boost myself up and think positively and be grateful, it just isn't working and is really exhausting. I have made a deal with myself that I would complete this every day so I got off my ample arse and here I am. Needless to say, I am really struggling with this entry so I am trying to think basic again. Universe 1) I am grateful it was sunny and yet a little cooler than it has been. 2) I am grateful that I was able to take my brother in law to work again today taking the pressure off my sister who is unwell. 3) I am grateful our team was able to enjoy a lunch together and paid for by the boss. He is such a generous man. 4) I am grateful for the chat I had with one of my team mates throughout the day which helped to break up the day. 5) I am grateful I a

After a terrible night suffering toothache, I have had a pretty good day. Not sure why because it hasn't been anything special, I have been super tired, and I haven't achieved anything but I am home and about to start the getting ready for bed routine which can't be a bad thing. Universe 1) I am grateful the painkillers eventually worked. I had to take way too many but they worked. 2) I am grateful I could take my time getting ready for work. 3) I am grateful that because I was later than usual, I was able to take my brother in law to work and help my sister out. 4) I am grateful for the email flirts I had again today. They just make me laugh. 5) I am grateful that I haven't had to actually work today. I have been training somebody and then watching them complete tasks from beginning to end which didn't require any brain function really. I am so tired and that means my brain is functioning way below par. Blessings

What a strange and fucked up kind of day today has been. Off to work, stop to get coffee and get bailed up in the coffee shop by a colleague who says he is attracted to me. Sweet? Well not when he says it is because I am clearly mentally unhinged and he finds that attractive! Yay! NOT. Then my morning meeting was cancelled because the meeting person was sick. Yay. Free time to get things done. I had to scan a bunch of contracts and reports. That was fine except when I finished scanning, a dickhead turned off the scanner so all my docs have to be scanned again. Then I had a fun morning flirting via email. Then my dress nearly blew completely off in the wind. Not attractive. Dealing with fucked up banks, got me mad. Meant to leave early and couldn't. Toothache and major headache started on my way home. Ended up having to ring my internet provider because my Pa had stuffed around with the modem. Not sure why since he doesn't know what it does. Internet provider dude was fabulous.

Yet another training session today for 6hrs but since I started work very early, I was able to leave earlier and that meant I started and finished teaching early too. Wonderful. Universe 1) I am grateful that I woke early and decided to go into work early and not go back to bed for an hour 2) I am grateful I thought about getting a triple shot coffee before the training session today. 3) I am grateful I passed the assessment because the thought of having to do the course again is terrifying. 4) I am grateful I was able to start and finish teaching early tonight. I enjoy the lessons after exams because we get to muck around a bit, still while learning and practicing skills. Tonight was Christmas carols which sent me crazy but the kids loved them. 5) I am grateful I am home early and I don't have to worry about rushing to bed. Blessings

What a ridiculously early start to the morning, but it was a reasonably good day which did go better than planned. I have yet again been thinking way too much and that scares me. Being a creative person, my thoughts can get very vivid and almost real, but this doesn't help me in my current state. I just have to keep working hard to fight the thoughts and get past them. I guess it is hard to be bored in this state. Universe 1) I am grateful I went to bed early last night. 2) I am grateful I woke up on time and without thinking, went straight to the shower. 3) I am grateful for the fantastic run into work I had today. I had to get to my office, pick up some stuff and then go to the training center for a meeting. 4) I am grateful my all day meeting only took 4hrs. It meant I could get some important work done without having to work back. 5) I am grateful I was able to leave work and still have a lot of light outside. It has been really rainy recently so I have come home and it

I really would like to know where the hell this weekend has gone. Ok, I slept most of yesterday which didn't help in getting things done but that isn't the point right now. I did some grocery shopping after trying a new nail place and I must say that I am very happy. My feet feel and look beautiful and my hands look fabulous with a perm red and gold glitter French with my little nephew thinks is pretty. I have a very early start tomorrow and the early start is because I have a very long day planned evaluation and reporting which doesn't thrill me in the slightest but it has to be done. I just wish I didn't get roped into being the probity auditor. Universe 1) I am grateful that I didn't go back to bed after I woke up this morning. I had trouble winding down last night after my babysitting adventure so I was still awake at 1am. If I had gone back to sleep I wouldn't have been up before midday and then I just wouldn't have gotten anything done at all. 2) I