Grateful for this Saturday
A bit annoyed with Blogger because twice this week the site has been down so I couldn't blog. Yesterday was pretty uneventful. I am just over everything. I went to my psychologist this morning and after her trying to convince me that I am in control and that I will be fine, she tells me that she is leaving the practice. Brilliant. Just when I start to dump all of my shit onto somebody and she is the only one that knows 1 really serious incident and then her and a cop know everything about another. I just want this to be over. I can't do this any more. I can't keep fighting. I don't want to keep fighting. I want to give in and let it take over. If it was just me I would but because I am relied upon by my family I keep fighting. I sure as hell don't keep fighting for me. I don't care abbot me. I am too tired to care about me. Universe 1) I am grateful I managed to get through yesterday pretty well unscathed. 2) I am grateful that when I woke up at 5am and had